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| The Reminents |
[11 Nov 2006|09:10pm] |
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Alas, you must go back and make every single entry private...and I'm not going to go back like, 4 years' worth of them to "protect" them.
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| a simple bookmark |
[05 Nov 2006|07:50am] |
I need a catalyst. I have, for the first time, realized this. Every thing that is a part of me, every word, every movement, every thought...is unfuffiled. My entire exsistence has been nothing, not even half-full of what it could be. I am not talking about something simple. It is as if the spark of a revolution has been lighted, yet someone keeps lowering a glass over it, then taking it off, then putting it back over. I am inhuman in this moment. As least, a part of me is. I am above everything and everyone, every single shread of the universe is below me. I have never felt so drunk with the thought of unreached heights. I hav never felt this presence inside of...my being. As though at least two parts are behind each eye, each side. What on Earth could set off this inhuman side then, the one typing a statement of either pure genius, or more likely, madness; what could set it off? I do not think that is particularily very wise. Yet what if the follies of the human side bring about the destruction of both sides?
Then again, this entire stream of thought is more likely the ramblings of a lunatic.
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[03 Nov 2006|08:04am] |
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it's very hard sometimes to not do something you promised a friend you wouldn't do...very, very hard
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| this is more of a reminder to myself than anything else |
[24 Oct 2006|10:09pm] |
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I seem to have come up with what will probably be the best story I will ever come up with in my writing career.
-Kirstin,
This is the very best idea your cranium has ever conceived, so don't lose hope on it. One day, it will be a cult novel, a blockbuster, an intelligent one! Don't you dare loose hope on this, girl. NEVER FORGET THIS UNNAMED STORY, even if the idea has been used before, this spin on it will be remembered amongst nerds, political activists, and fans of the negative Utopia for all time.
♥Me
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[28 Sep 2006|05:41pm] |
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me and taffy will one day write a movie about an emo guy who, whenever he sits down, everyone in the world goes flying into the air. erin will film it and direct it. i can't think of anything exciting to put in this while im talking to you, fatty!! it might be good. it might be grand.....
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| lonely halloween |
[27 Sep 2006|06:54pm] |
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if i had a guy, it would be perfect. money would help too, and them not being sold out...
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[27 Sep 2006|04:23pm] |
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Black Cadillacs |
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i actually socialized today. i found my fellow geeks!! HUZZAH!! I didn't know any would be at SRS>< yay!!!
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| ursala |
[25 Sep 2006|09:30pm] |
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watchin the premiere of Heroes. it's...different. like, remember when Buffy came out? it just radiated with defience of the normal shows. i hope this one isn't a let-down. i really do.
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[24 Sep 2006|08:42pm] |
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well, Bella, my cousin's 2-year-old baby was raped by a 12-year-old at her daycare...
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| clueless dieties |
[21 Sep 2006|10:24pm] |
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S3 premier of Grey's Anatomy!!! I would really like to go to the writers and beat their brains in with spades. poor Izzie and Denny *sobs hysterically* Tonight's episode was a nice way to rock you back into the show though.
and Desperate Housewives S3 premier this Sunday><
I'm becoming addicted to television againO.o
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[21 Sep 2006|06:36pm] |
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Galaxy Angels on the TV |
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the reason for me not being online reccently...
EVERYTHING ON MY COMPUTER WAS ERASED
SRS is a fancy school where everyone operates on a laptop. I wasn't on their server. so the computer guy noticed my computer wasn't the right edition of windows xp. so, he changed it. he didn't even ask. he thought I knew a year and a half's worth of my life would be eased. he called and said he was sorry. then hung up.
my birthday's in March, I'm gonna look at GameStop's job postings...
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| Quantic |
[08 Sep 2006|11:58pm] |
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I finished (Fahrenheit in Europe) Indigo Prophecy. It was the single most thrilling thing I've played in a very very long time. The most unique and creative thing. I forgot it was a video game. It ended way too soon.
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| 2 hot dogs sitting at an elecrtic light orchestra |
[07 Sep 2006|03:59pm] |
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the financial aid came through. looks like I'm going to Sage Ridge.
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| the killer known as breast cancer |
[06 Sep 2006|11:30pm] |
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Erika, Courtney's older sister died today after like, 3 years of breast cancer. her husband let her know right after she was diganosed a few years back that he was gonna start dating again. Now Courtney's gonna take care of Erika's 3 tiny kids while Albert (Erika's "husband") brings home more women, right after their mom died.
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| fajotme |
[06 Sep 2006|05:30pm] |
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I took the tests for Sage Rdige today. the whole place reeks of the upper upper class and the richest of the rich. I felt extremely uneasy, but I know it's for my education's sake. the registart said I'd get in fo sure, if the financial aid comes through. I find it very ironic that I've always kind of been against private education, and now I might be going to one. I mean, I think that money should be going to help people who need that money to live. Well, I have a much better chance of getting into college if I graduate from here, so maybe I'd be able to do something about that one day. I still have no idea how we're affording this...I feel so indifferent..
I feel like somehow, I'm giving up part of my humanity
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| astounding!!! mind-boggling!!! Sgt. Mothic!! |
[03 Sep 2006|12:53am] |
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every single person I know is going through some really shitty times.
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| so, moon beam |
[02 Sep 2006|11:41pm] |
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whats with that explosion thing over the moon RIGHT NOW??
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